Pete's Poetry, Vol 1 - 4/28/2011

If I were in MoPH

I'd be a lot better off

but instead I stay here and wait

for what, I'm not sure

so I must try to endure

the loneliness, suffering, and hate

I strive to ignore

that I've felt this way before

and so I went to go realize my fate

But the Stones told me what?

to quit my job and get off my butt

and heal before it was too late

But I didn't listen to their voice

it never felt like much of a choice

They simply put too much on my plate

How was I to heal this worlds pain

the madness here was just insane

though if I could, then that would truly be great

but until I know where to begin

I live my life with some chagrin

and biding my time, patiently await

because for 16 years I've understood

something profound is coming, and wholly good

by thoughts and feelings that I simply can't negate